If we were having coffee, I would tell you
- that it’s my birthday today.
- I hate and love my birthday. It’s complicated.
- I keep waiting for someone to plan something amazing for my birthday.
- It NEVER happens. Like NEVER.
- Sure, I get taken out to dinner and probably a cake or some birthday pancakes.
- You’re probably saying, “What’s wrong with that? Why are you whining so much?”
- Nothing is wrong with it.
- This year, I got nothing. No birthday pancakes. No dinner. No cake. For damn sure no amazing special presents.
- I had to make my own damn bagel.
- My mom is the only one that even comes close to making my birthday special. Thank God for my mom.
- I was supposed to do something that I signed up to do. I didn’t do it for several reasons. That’s disappointing.
- So I guess that means I really, really have to start figuring out all of that self-care bullshit about making my own happiness a priority. I do not want to have another shitty birthday like this year.
- Obviously no one else is going to plan anything so I will have to do it.
- The picture is just a bunch of stuff that I would like to wear. I need somewhere to wear nice things.
- I’m thinking about running away next year. (Seriously. I’m thinking about doing it now but I have babysitting issues. Also, I have a job and responsibilities. What a bunch of shit.)
- Hope your weekend has been better than mine.
Happy Fucking Birthday to me!
P.S. Misha Collins was the first one to send me birthday wishes. I don’t care if it was a generated mass produced email. It’s all I have right now.
Marchesa flare dress
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modalist.com
The 2nd Skin Co embroidery dress
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runway2street.com
Athena Procopiou off the shoulder dress
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$610 – mytheresa.com
Vans canvas sneaker
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$230 – vestiairecollective.com
Topshop ankle strap sandals
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Skechers strappy sandals
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zappos.com
Crossbody purse
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maryfrances.com
Chan Luu bracelet
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$225 – shopbop.com
Goth jewelry
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vancaro.com
Dsquared2 sunglasses
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dsquared2.com
Laptop case
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Wool hat
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etsy.com
Crown headband
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$32 – rocknrose.co.uk
White mug
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etsy.com
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