There has been no WiFi at my house for several weeks. It has been a blessing and a curse.
I’ve spent the last few weeks looking at my kids. Really looking at them without stalking them exactly. My teenager is overjoyed when I’m not stalking her. I can hear her rolling her eyes right now.
Up until I knew what the mammogram results said, it didn’t really matter if I had WiFi. My kids are about to picket outside the house though. I didn’t tell them about getting tests done. I was waiting until I knew more.
Now I know. I DO NOT have breast cancer for which I am thankful. Although, I did have that feeling when you take your car to get fixed for making noises and then it doesn’t make a peep for anyone else. Plus, I felt a bit guilty. Is that normal? Do other people feel guilty for not getting bad news?
So my body is a bit of a liar and my heart is always guilty. I’ll live with it. I’m really glad that I have time to stick around and stalk my kids for awhile longer.
It’s been so nice to actually see everyone’s face for a few extra moments. My kid has been reading to me before she goes to bed. We’ve been practicing spelling words – like we should be doing anyway if we don’t want to repeat a grade.
I can breathe again. I still have time to finish whatever it is that I should be doing.
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October 19th, 2015 at 4:33 pm
I feel a little guilty… For not getting bad news.
So I guess it’s a fairly normal reaction.
More time enjoy each second ^_^
~B
October 19th, 2015 at 4:48 pm
Yes. I will do my best to enjoy every minute. 🙂
October 19th, 2015 at 4:36 pm
Congratulations on this great news, Holley! Fantastic. I want to be reading your words for many years to come. Your kids are lucky that you like stalking them, I think!
October 19th, 2015 at 4:48 pm
Awww. Thanks Mark! 🙂 They could have a really horrible mother that doesn’t stalk them at all. 🙂
October 19th, 2015 at 5:14 pm
Such good news! Appreciate and enjoy what you have. 😀
October 19th, 2015 at 5:15 pm
Thanks! 🙂 I still can’t believe that I’m so lucky!
October 19th, 2015 at 5:17 pm
You’re blessed 😀
October 19th, 2015 at 6:02 pm
good news, glad everything is OK
October 19th, 2015 at 7:00 pm
Thank you so much! 🙂
October 20th, 2015 at 4:01 am
Yippee for you 😀
October 21st, 2015 at 2:21 am
Glad its good news ❤
October 21st, 2015 at 9:14 am
Thanks! 🙂 very glad also!
October 21st, 2015 at 12:16 pm
Ugh no wifi – a blessing and a curse.
Congrats on the news 🙂
October 21st, 2015 at 12:20 pm
Thanks! 🙂